Why is it that no matter how hard I try, I end up with fucked up results? Why can't life be simple? Why? Why? Human beings really have a knack for complicating simple things.

I have promised myself to do better this sem. I plan to make my grades higher than 2 or at the most 2. I just hope that I see my plan through and through.

On the other hand, I was really pleased that my lit. professor is already 'bored' of me since Z, O'Neil, and moi are the frequent reciters in class. Lit has always been my number one love in school. Maybe Humanities is really the course for me...

Cai, Jess, and I seem to have boy problems.

Terazzas de Punta Fuego rocks my socks!

Open house had free booze, free food, and very sexy men!

The cubano general manager was sizzlin' hot when he was trying to do the salsa. Hahahahaha!! He's got my vote!

The cabañas were really sassy and classy. You really feel like you're in the Carebbean (sp?) with the bossa nova music playing all around. I wish I brought a bathing suit.

I'll post pictures soon.

So now, I'll just have to bully my parents into buying membership. It's just P850,000.00. Hehe!

Gabby and I are groupmates in christian civ!!

Haha! The groups had to be re-arranged since there were some students who dropped the class so I joined his group. *giggle*

He was sooooo cute when we were trying to pick a topic for our final paper- making all those hand gestures, imitating the godfather, that twinkle in his eyes... aaaaaah! Haha! Ang cute talaga niya promise!

Tams and Mau were teasing me nga kanina, na I left them for Gab. Haha! Sorry girls!

Tami told me something that made me kilig. Heehee! She told me na when we were laughing and talking from across the room, he kept looking at me kahit na tapos na kami mag-usap. Heeheehee! Nakilig ako nun! Ma gad! I felt like I was blushing nga e when Gabby and I were laughing about the topics we were picking out. Ahihihi! Iba na toh! It's fun being a girl. How corny.

Hey- I seriously recommend R. Kelly's new album Chocolate Factory. Super nice. As in.

Helloooo!!! Where did that come from?

I went to school early today and hung out at the smoking caf with Mau, Tami, and my ex-crush, but kinda crush Lacky. We were talking about really mundane things when all of a sudden, na-HOTSEAT ako!

Wtf?

All of a sudden they were talking about this EM classmate of Lacky who had a 'crush' on me and they were coming up with really cheesy situations for both of us. Tipong, I'm kneeding dough tapos the guy will come up from behind me and we'll both kneed the dough. Saan galing yon? Eh langya pa si Lacky! Coming up with other out-of-this-world situations with the HIRITS! Mah gad! Na-meet ko na yung kapantay ko sa hiritan. Eh kung si Lacky lang yung sa kneeding dough situation, hell man, I wouldn't mind! Ang bango bango pa naman nun, remember Cai?

Shit man, the EM boys are out to get me.

I feel very christmas-y today even if our christmas decors aren't up yet. Hee!

It's 5:57am.

Well, today is the first mass for the next 8 days. I can't believe my dad is really that fervent in hearing the misa de galo, that he woke up at 3 in the morning to get ready. Mind you, the mass is at 4:30am and we live right in front of the church. Talk about excited. Heh!

So all went well until this girl (I'm thinking still in high school), positioned herself beside me. side note: It's a good thing we brought chairs since the church was packed. -end side note- In the duration of the mass, she kept edging herself in front of me until her ASSet was staring me back at the face.

Shit man, talk about bongos. I was sitting with my legs crossed so that she wouldn't move. But nooooo! Ang kulit talaga niya, usog pa rin ng usog. Nakakainis. Here you are trying to listen but instead, you get distracted by a huge ass right in front of you. Nakakainis talaga. Kulang na lang maamoy mo na rin yung utot nun.

So now, my darling sister of a bitch is mad at us because I was talking about the girl. Sabi nya, 'insensitive' daw ako. Sagot ko, 'eh kung yung pwet ba naman ng isang tao eh nasa pagmumukha mo, magugustuhan mo ba?' ABER!!! Anong say mo?! Heck man, I was giving the girl an incentive to not move, pero urong-sulong pa rin sha.

Oh well, that's simbang gabi in the Philippines.